Distance meanz so little when......,

m so farckin stress ryte nw.. i lost ma logbk!! y must it lost wen it gona b loike ma 1more dae in ttsh?? fark!!! m realli farckin stress sia!!! n i relise it lost after i hav done ma insulin skil wif ma lecturer,n she was loike guin 2 ma cubicle n wanted 2 sign it.. but ITZ GONE!! n she ask me where did i put ma logbk... i was like blurr n tell her itz insyde ma cubicle..n i tot dat she is puling ma leg... but nah... itz true... i was damm panic... but i realli hav 2 control.. i serch 4 it in d whole ward.. but it nowhere 2 b found!! i even serch it in d dushbin all.. imagine dat?? grr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n i suspect d AN la wana sabo me.. cz she was a bit piz off wif me cz i nvr help her in d cubicle... but!! hey m wif ma lecturer ok n i nid 2 complete all ma skillz... but farck!!!! she is 1 idiot hu dun understnd!! loike common la.. as if u cant du it all by yaself.. even if we where not der u hav 2 du it all by YASELF!! itz ya job wad... if u REALLI HAV DIS KIND OF ATTITUDE DEN I GUESS U BETA GO N LUK 4 OTHER JOB... M ATTACHED DER NOT 2 WERK 4 YA!! UNDERSTND U BAFLO?? N AS IF U PAY ME 2 DU ALL YA JOB..!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya i broke dwn cz i cant find it anwhere.. wad if i fail?? i wan 2 graduate wif all ma fwenz not 2 repet another 6mothz just becz i fail ma posting..!!!!!!!!!!! n itz nt ma fault!! itz nt dat i dunno how 2 luk after ma thingz!! ya dis is ma 1st tyme werkin wif her n ma thingz get lost!!! if she realli take den i hav 2 sae dat.. she is a nurse wif no heart n dun thinkz 4 otherz.. n d wae she du her job is loike insted of makin d pt. getin beta,she make it more worse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!t was
exp: d pt's was bleedin all over after she shave it 4 dem.. (loike imagine wad tpe of nurse she is?? dun even noe hw 2 du her werk propely!!)

if i reali fail dis postin den i REALLI GIVE UP.. cz all ma hardwerk hav gone dwn 2 d drain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*i cant slip.. i will b werkin in d mornin 2moro n hav 2 wakeup at 4plus.. but ma eyes just cant close! i kip thinkin of ma logbk... I WAN MA BK BACK KEN?????????="(..............

n btw 2 ninie...dis fwen of mine also broke dwn due 2 some reason wif ma lecturer.. dun weri.. u can make it gurl... dun think 2 much.. i noe how u feel... cheer up wokey...........=)

n to nurul,liyana n ninie hu reali hav cheer me up just nw.. thnkz wokey gurlz.. i apericate it alotz.. i force maself nt 2 think abt it 2 much just nw when m at werk n act just loike normally but actuali insyde me... i was swear&cursin hueva take ma logbk.. n it kip playin insyde ma mind dat m gona FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(

btw..."hapy 2yrs 9mthsry to us" i love u bacen.. muackz...08.08.08... nice num kape.. hehehe