Distance meanz so little when......,

Saturday, October 31, 2009

time checked
1001hrs
just came back jln2 wif moma,rara,lil ira,kak ayu(ma kakak sedare),iman n irfan(both ma nfew)
...
went to tamp.. actuali dey planned 2 swim... haha.. suddenly UJAN LEBAT NK MAMPOS.. haha
padaan muke!!! lolx..
den dat lil nefew of mine (iman) da siap ehk pakai swimmin costume... hahah
beh da ujan she jln2 at tamp wearin dat costume la.. da mlz nk tuka kan baju die..
haha.. KIUT!!!

actuali planned 2 klua wif d gurlz.. but since 1 of dem is werkin.. i cancle it.. =)

n since i gt no plan i tagg along wif ma famili lor.. haha.. how boring..
kalo bf ader ako da klua da wif hym... hey 1week pluz more he will b back.. i cant wait!!
AKO RINSU DIE OI!!

den suppose 2 b back on d 9th... but den bf said nw den da cfrm d date on d 10th..
mcm siak kan?? ako dala amek PH(public holidae) on d 9th so dat i ken fetch hym!! den nw nk tuka ma PH pon der siket nyer berat.. takot ma sister biseng!! cz i told her m fetchin ma bf at d airport.. den now!! waduh2.. lucky on d 10th m werkin afternoon shift.. takpe la ako will tetap fetch ko ok bf!! doink!! next tyme tell me earlier.. da taw ako nk amek PH...
a btw but faridah told me gt a few chnges on d new roster.. hu noe ehk she gave me DO&RD after ma PH.. since ma nyte shift she hav cancle it 4 dis roster.. hehe.. but i wan nyte!!!

dala2... mlz nk type n cite panjang2.. hehe... ako nk g wash up.... bye.. will update soon..
4 nw m still waitin 4 d bf 2 kol.... I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS HYMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!

&& I NID 2 LOOSE WT!! I HAV GAIN ALOT OF WEIGHT SINCEBF IS AWAY.. I TEND 2 EAT FARCKIN LOT WEN M BORED!! PERANGAI BUDAK GEMOK SAK KO IQA!! DUH!!!

heylow!!
MORNIN PEOPLE... TIME CHECKED 9.20AM..
so early kan? ya idk y i wakeUp so early evntho itz ma off dae.. hahah..
after passing motion jek takle tido..!! ishk buruk sak ko iqa!! hahaha

ok2...
hey itz tyme 4 me 2 SAVE UP!!
nomore spending $$ on unnessary thingz.. n no more spending d thingz dat I WANT
but i ken onli spend on wad I NEEDZ!!
told ma famili readi on wad me n bf hav planneed.. ya itz too early ..even dat tyme hys mum asked i told her is too early but den i think we hav 2..
just to stop all d busybody to tok abt us...!!! mum ASKED me itz it true.. well i said yeah... haha..n she told popa 2 nt 2 spend lotz of $$ n strt savin up.. haha.. hw cute!! but den popa said y.. we are d 1 hu want it... use our own $$ la.. yeah.. i noe.. dun werri MA PARENTZ.. i will try 2 use ma own $$.. i will try nt 2 MAKE d both of u 2 fook out ani $$..
n m glad bf think maturedly eventho he is dat playful sometymes....
*senyum mau leba*
LOLX

moma like tak caye.. den last 2 daez wen we are chillin at d coffee shop.. she asked me again..
m i veri sure n hav d both party hav already planned?? haha.. i smiled.. n yah lor.. if not i wont b tellin ma famili.. actuali i dun realli wana tell dem 1st.. but dey were tokin abt sometingz den i told dem in a funny manner.. haha. dey WERE shocked!! yeah!! lolx... n end up i hav 2 tell dem.. lolx...

bf i hav told dem.. wen will b urs???

i noe u GUYS r are a lil confuss kan?? takpe la k just wait 4 d tyme... =)

& TO D GURLZ HU SOMETYMES HANG OUT WIF ME... IF I WERE 2 SHOP ALL THOSE UNESSARY THINGZ DU SCOLD ME OK!! N DUN MAKE ME SHOP!! HAHA...

Monday, October 26, 2009

a mlz sak ako nk g drag diri ako nie n g mandi jap lagik NAK G KEJE!!!!

so basically yesterdae went to bugis to buy popa b'ae presnt..
gt 4 hym a set of CK PERFUME...which contain of deodrant,body wash n d perfume itzself..
itz worth d money la..

seriously!!

haha.. ma intension is onli 2 gt hym d bdae present.. but den..
i gt itchy handz n i go n buy dat ESPRIT cap dat i hav been eyeing n also some topz frm esprit..
gatal betol uh ako nie..!! duh.... mcm mane nie nk save duet?? bilng ako!! tish!!

den after dat went to maks place... popa treat us FOOD!! hahaa..
eat2... den giv hym present.. he shy sak.. hahaha... den ater dat
hm!!

cut cake at hm.. haha... n i msn`ed wif d MR BF!! HAHA...
HAPPPY!! BUT DEN D PC DER A LIL SLOW.. waduh2.... i mish hym!!!
bye... ako nk mandi nk g KEJE!!!

BENCI....................!!! WONDER HU I WILL B WERKIN WIF 2DAE.. JGN JADIK MCM LEGONG OK IQA PAT KEJE NNTY.. HAHA... MENTANG2 DA AL 1 WEEK.. LOLX...

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

PAPA...

oi atlast i manage 2 find d tyme 2 chnge ma blog skinz EHK??.. m gettin jelak wif d previous one readi...
haha.. jelak tapy baru nk tuka ehk.. haha.. beylow!!
gosh.. AL gona end soon.. n dis cunmin mondae hav strt werkin..
wah 1 weekz of AL is never enuf... n tak rase pape.. just like 2-3daes offz jek siak... ehehkz..
SUNGGUH MLZ NK KEJE!!
bole ako retiree???
haha...

o zura u owned me.. i hav chnge ya blogskin ehk beylow!!!
*rolling eyes*..
here i m bz wif d blogskins.. der she is sleepin soundly..
mcm PIG!! lolx...

bf MUM da discharge!!!!=)
onli his lil bro n kuzen lom discharge..
2 d both of u get well soon....=)

&& nw i cant slip!!! y?
badan ako saket.. d whole body i mean.. !! shit!!
i hate dis feelin.. i feel like an old granny... ermm...
i nid 2 go message soon i guess..
or myb ma enermy(menses) is dueing soon!! gosh..
itz hurt sialz!!

I WAN TO CUT AWAY MA LONG HAIR.. ITZ SO FEARKIN HOT LA SEI...
I NO LONGER KEN STAND IT.. DUH!!
SHULD I JUST? OR NT???????
WADUH2.. VERI DIFF 2 MKE DECISION...
WANA CUT BUT SAYANG OI!!

Friday, October 23, 2009

i hav strt 2 miss bf so farckin lotz.. oh god itz onli 3daez!!
plish cum back soon.. itz so diff 4 me 2 b apart wif u fer so long boi...
but he did gav me a col atlest 2 tymes/day.... =)
but itz still not enuf..
du u gurlz get wad i mean?
n u du feel wad i feel? lolx...

just nw basically went to d hospital..
visited his mum n lil bro n also his cuzen..
haha.. sekali 3 org ako visit... heheh
well.. his mum?
i think she gettin beta.. gd..!! datz meanz she ken b discharge soon?? hehe
his bro?
i think he gettin beta 2... he ken nw strt 2 eat.. no more NBM
his urine n stuff are all fine... gd.. just hop dat nuthink bad gona happen..
i hav yet get 2 tok 2 hym n asked hym is it true on wad he hav dne... but.. tyme didnt allow me 2.. n furthermore all his aunty are der.. so i beta dun.. n he is still not reaalli dat weell...
his kuzen?
haha.. he is so funny.. so like small boi.. his reactiion and all.. haha..
funny3.. he realli make mA dae.. hehe..n he realli loose KG!!

so reach hospital @ 430pm.. but hav 2 wait till 5pm den i get 2 go to 2 wards.. cz of d visitin hrs i guess... bought his mum,dad,lil bro some rice,asam pedas, n some soup.. hehe.. his mum cant realli take spicy food.. haha... kepedasan she eat.. hehe.. den chit chat wif her all.. and bid gdbye @ 9pm. so long? ya cz i hav promise bf dat i will luk after her.. cz i dun wna make bf werried.. n futermore i hav treat dem like ma own.. =)... n if i hav gt nuthink will b visitin dem again 2moro...=)

wen m on d wae bac hm.. bf called me 4 d 2nd tyme 4 d dae.. i mis hym... i was so happi.. n he said MYB 2moro will b d lst he called me.. cz 4 6daes s8.. he havin outfield.... oh god... u r testin me so hard... n till dis far?? u r realli torturin me.....
lucky i hav gt his smelly baju 2 smell wenev i mis hym.. hav been duin dat since last tyme.. wen i 1st becum hys.. hehe.. n i will alwaes kip it insyde ma batal busok... but sometyme ma bibik will take it n wash.. humph!!!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

tyme 2 update all d left out pic.. nie cume siket jek.. ako amek mane2 yg ako nk.. haha..
if i were 2 upload all more den 100 siol.. giler babi per.. ingat ako takde keje laen?? haha

btw just nw i told u guyz dat bf said he like guin 2 giv me a kol kan at night? haha.. yesh.. he did!!! *smilin widely*..
he called me at 6pm.. cz at australia itz already nyte tyme arnd 8pm.. n bf said he guin 2
sleep soon.. n just finish hys dinner.. he also cmplain saein dat d food der is farkin expensive..
den dun buy la.. just eat wadeva dey giv love.. sve d money n buy something much more importnt... duh!!
but bad newz?? n make hym stress??... he just told me..
his lil bro been admitted 2 d hospital.. n so does hys mum..
haiz..
both just get admitted just nw..
hys mum gt admitted wen visted hys lil bro n she gt shocked n collapse...
haiYOO... n bf is so farckin stress ryte nw.. i dun wan hym 2 think 2 much..
n he asked me 2 luk after hys mum..
yesh i will.. dun werri ok ma dear...
haiz i realli dunoe y his bro du all dis stuff... n at d same tyme i feel sory 4 their fam...
haiz joe3.. mum onli hav u n ayah ryte nw.. s abg hav alreali off 2 australi..
but dis is wad u did w/o thinkin... atlest hav some tot 4 mum... she is nt dat strong person 2 handle all dis boi...n all d trust she hav been given 2 ya ALL DIS WHILE hav been gone 2 d drain.. haIYAA... 2 d both of u get weelll soonnn........

after dat i giv hys mum a kol.. asked her betol ke she been admitted... yah.. she said.. waduh2..
mcm2 dugaan she hav 2 face..
just b strong aite aunty... god will alwaes b der 4 ya...

2moro m guin 2 visit d both of dem... insyalllah..

n i just receive a MISSED CALLED private num kol 3 tymes..
but wen i ansed d line been cut pff.. it it bf???
he gt no reception izit??
oh god!!

21oct09
after sendin bf off went back hm bath n get readi. went fishin
n play games n catchcin bears.. hehe.. just wana cheer maself up.. btw thnz huda n d otherz 4
makin ma dae...

21OCT09
ON D DAE ITSELF..
bf left us...
=(

20oct09
bought all dis thingz..
make it done all.. n sumpah d box susa nk buat..
sampai i nid 2 delay everithingz just bcz get stuck wif d lil box ehk.. hehe..
n finish everthinz @ 11plus at night..den i pass hym on d dae he guin off..
n i onli allow hys 2 open d adidas paper bag once his on d plane..
btw hape ADVANCE 4TH ANII BF..

20oct09
werk @ moma shop wif rara.. den tamp 2 get
bf thingz n went to mit hym wif lil sis

190ct09
dinner @ dwntwn
n late movie wif SARRAH&AMENG...

18oct09
dinner at dwntwn seoul garden
karaoke at k box dwntwn..
ferwell dae 4 bf s he guin 2 australia..
thnz moma

15oct09
Dinner @ furama hotel wif cliques n ward sister
farwell dae 4 saiful s he guin 2 further hys studiess...

14oct09
watch DARAH @ dwntwn wif bf,jupz&yul

13oct09
karaoke`inng wif bf,jupz&yul @ bedok cash studio

06oct09
lil sis(rara)
14th b'dae

yesterdae went to d airport wif moma,hys parentz,moma fwenz n hys aunty 2 send hym off...
yesh i cant bear 2 let hym go.. but i didnt shw it off..
just remin calm.. but deep insyde onli god noes..
i hold back ma tears just dunwan 2 make hym werried n feel sorie 2 left me..

den after dat @ arnd 1020am he hav 2 went in.. bid gdbye..
hug n kiss.. i dun bother already laa his parent n aunt see i hug n kiss hym..
cz i wont b able 2 mid hym.. n he is farckin away frm me...
reminded hym nt 2 skip meals n take gd care of hymself der n do take medication if unwell..
yesh he said in gd manner he noe how 2 take gd care n not 2 werried.. n dun treat hym loike smaall kid.. hehe.. i dun.. but i onli care wad bacen... hehe..
den i gav hym "something".... n i told hym he can onli open it wen he is in d plane.. n i also gave hym cookies.. just incase he nid some muncy2 in d plane...
den bid gd bye..
den his aunt disturb2 me.. aik tak nangis ke.. haha.. den i just said nga control nie.. =)
den went he went off readi his aunt said jgn nangis2 lak...
i onli smile.. hehe...den she laugh.. den salam2 hys parentz n aunt..
hug hys mum n try 2 stop her frm cryin... den told her 2 giv me a col if anithink happen.. den his dad told me giv dem a col if hav gt anithink...(hys dad is super understndin...i loikke=) )

n u guyz wana noe wad???????????????????
he just called me... tok 2 hym 4 5minz... i sumpah i mis hym.. actuali wen typin ma tears was drippin but went he call.. i controll ma voice just dun wana make hym werried.. sumpah m happi!!! n he said later at night if gt nuthink he will giv me a call.....=) + ='(

den after dat went breakfast wif moma n her fwen.. had tea n half boiled egg n toast bread..
after dat trained 2 tamp.. jln2.. den moma wanted 2 go town so i went hm.. bath n stuff den get readi 2 mid huda at d ward... den some1 paitao huda..
haha... den we trained 2 eunos n bused 2 ecp cz our ward sister planed 2 go fishin.. wuhuh...
den reach der at arnd 6... we are early... but actuali was suppose 2 mid at 6. but ended up we mit at 8-8plus... mcm siak.. den i n huda loike da bosan nk mampos. we go catch bear.. but non of it we manage 2 catch.. haha... den we arcard.. haha.. perangai sak.. haha.. but fun la siol..
den we walk 2 bedok jetty.. took us 1hrs 2 reach der.. sumpah penat n menyeksa!!! smpai melecet siol. haha.. den we mit sa'idah.. den 3 of us da maki2.. cz we toot sister paitao us again... haha.. den da hampe uh 1 1. haha.. den we search 4 her again at d end of the jetty.. haha.. makin menghampe.. die takde.. so me 3 sat dwn n chat n suddenly huda receive a col frm sister. cz b4 dat wen we giv her upteen tymes call non of it she ansed!!!siak
den she said she hav reach.. hahah... den we went over.. den abt 5min faridah n her fnce reach.. den fish2.. arnd 9plus i,huda, sa'idah went off.. cz i n huda sumpah tired readi.. da kene torture....!!!!!! n lagik huda n sa'idah dey r werkin mornin shift 2dae...

k da till here.. da cukop panjang entry ako.. haha.. update soon..
n oh!!! i cant sit at hm duin nuthin.. i will intend 2 mis hym n strt cryin... kental kan?? haha... but hu cares... i love hym wad!!=)
btw 2 huda n d others thnkz 4 cheerin me up yesterdae gurlllz..........=)

n to d bf i wil try 2 atlest called ya mum n asked abt her condition... i will try...
cz u noe y kan?? i dun wana make thingz worst.. imy!!!! u dun hav 2 werri 2 much ok love??

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

ma AL(anual leave) hav started...
and bf flight 2 australia hav been delay till 2moro..
cool shit!! atlest i gt 2 spend tyme wif hym a lil more.. haha..
not on thru out ma 8daez anual leave but 3daez of it wil b fine kan??

oh ya he will be leavin me by 2moro.. =(
4 loike 3weekz plus.. haiz.. nampak nyer ako mcm budak tongol uh nnty!!
cz we hav nt been apart 4 dis long.. n idk hw m i guin 2 manage it...
but i will still b waitin 4 ya...=)

on d lighter note..
*no more late msges..
*no more late nite supper 2gather
*no more agument wif each other
*no more jokin arnd
*no more scastic remark..
*no1 2 acompany me shop n giv me remark on wad is nice n not
*no more late phone call..(but we dun realli tok on d fone)
*no1 2 hug 2..
*no more havin lunch 2gather
and
*he will not b here on our 4th yrs anii!!!! =(
which is on 8th november 09
and
and many more...
it will onli happen till he cum back in few weekz tyme...
but!!!!!
i shall nt cmplaint.. as dis is 1 of d part n parcel of relationshp...
n m guin 2 mish hym like farkin heelllll!!!!!!!!!!!

so in order not 2 tink so much i will ocupy ma tyme durin ma AL by i dun noe hw la sei...............!!!! cz moma hav alreadi cancle expo booth cz of wont elaborate here... thankz ehk to dat person whom i respect cz she is prt of d family!!! (scastics remarkz) n she wanted 2 closed dwn d shop tooo....

oh my!!! hw i wish i ken follow ehk bacenz??

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

oh i just cant wait 4 d dae 2 cum la sei... n m so excited... wont elaborate here.. just wait till d tyme is ryte... wuhuhu.... itz so swit of u bf at last u voice out abt it... hehehe... sumpah ako nga excited gile nie...hehe.. u make me love u more! omg! haha k bye

Saturday, October 10, 2009

on d anii itself
strick @ 12 plus we went to mit ameng n sarrah under ma blk 2 pass her b'dae present..
sori 4 d delay ehk... hehe...
actuali we pakat readi wif ameng nt 2 tell her.. hehe.. SUPRISE!!!lolx...
den2 chil2 at arnd 1plus 2 we make a move s dey r werkin in d mornin n s d both of us we hav 2 go 2 d werkshop..=)

onn our 3yrs11monthz in d afternoon itself.. we went to take our baby♥ at d werkshop..
loike atlst kan... hahaa... yesh he totalli mish his baby♥ alotz... itz loike already a monthz plus
he didnt touch dat gilera.. till on d 08th oct 2009... haha.. tak sempat2 ehk lap moto...
haha... pat kedai jugak he lap dat gilera... pakai tissue lak 2.. hahaha...ishk!! kiut kan.. haha
a total of thousad seven we hav 2 pay 4 d gilera maintence.. banyak kan? naek mengigil tgn ako bile nk withraw d money.. haha.. yeah.. datz y we hav 2 like kip hym in dat werkshop 4 a long tyme..*winkz*
and thnkz alot 2 **** 4 helpin us...
a realli2 BIG thnk you 2 ya.. no werdz 2 discrib hw much we appericate ya help 4 helpin us 1st....

den after collectin d gilera.. we went to kedai aunty.. mit dan der.. haha.. yesh he is alone so he asked us 2 acompny hym.. while waiting fer dan bike 2 b ready dey had their lunch 2gather.. but i onli had ma green tea... haha... m sure u guys noe y kan ako tak mkn.. ako GELI la...!!
tekak ako kembang.. idk hw dey ken eat sak... hahaha... itz nt dat dirty la... but tekak ako kembng!! SUMPAH..!! OK AKO CEREWET AKO TAW.. HEHHE...

den after dat at arnd 4plus,5.. his bike still hav nt abes tampal sticker.. so we make a move 1st s bf nid 2 get somethingz 4 his camp thingz.. den we bid gd bye....

btw bf du takecare of dat baby♥ of urs ok.. jgn kasi die saket lagik ehk tlg.. duet doc die 2 belambak ok...
=).... n ride safely... cz 2 much accident happen actuali last month n dis month... i dun wan it 2 happen....=)

&& 2 d otherz 2 ride safely ok people...=)

k m done nk slip lagik..haha.. ako taw krng nk ckp ako burok kan?? ape ako kesah... later werkin at night wad so must hav enuf rest...*bluwek* takin care people.. =)

Thursday, October 08, 2009

rayeing wif his fwenz... nie semue siket jek.. ramai cannot makeit n some paitao.. oppss..
hehehe..
dis yr gold is our color.. & co-insident many wear gold.. hehe... n 2 red.. co-incident jugak.. hahha
kiut uh..lolx..

haha.. muke lepak sak nizam... lolx.. muke ngntok..n mlz nk lyn pon ader..
hahad guyz... actin kiut + gurlz2.. hahah...
dem...
again...
idk wad dey tryin 2 do... hehe
d ladies.. muke 1 1 da penat nk mampos.. hehe.. masai
again..
dey also like we gurlz.. like 2 take pic.. haha...suke ehk
d couplez2 plus boi n dan....d camera women?? lindolele..hehe
suke amek gamba double2?? haha
i n mr bf
again.. heheyaallah rambt ako mcm org baru bgn tido.. rimas!!! mcm nk gunting!!
sarrah,eeecar,waranizam&raudha,noor&iqa,sarrah&ameng
d 4 of us..
dey luk so swit kan??? oh raudha loose so much kg!! nk jugak!! haha.. but mlz nk joggin!! hehe
us
2nd shot
uh pilih2.. hehe
susa btl la org yg amek gmba nie.. kalo suke amek cndid.. hehe
abes... mampos!! ni lagik.. mate 1 1 lari tak taw mane 1 camera nk tgk.. haha ishk!!
uh pili2... nk kene cubit cakp ehk.. hahha.. dey are all taken.. haha..*winkz*
izzul.. wannie?? haven join us..=)
bf said dis picz i luk like barbie... haha.. babii ader la.. haha
d switest couple.. nizam&raudha
i&bf... sebok jek 2 2 nk enter frame jugak.. haha.. jokin..(winkz)
shima&ujay..
alala.. kiut uh 2... haha.. bo&fina wara&ahmad
fad&era
arina&andika..ishk.. ahmad pat blkng act kiut.. selit2 enter frame.. haha
the relek nk mampos couple... but dey r nice..=)
adi&ina
d cat lover nk mampos.. haha..
sarrah&ameng

iqa&bf @ ujays crib..
b4 mittin dem.. itz a must 2 take our pic.. sebelom bepeloh.. haha.. siakz

rayeing at ma aunt house

moma n dora explora fat.. hehe

uncle,rara,me

uncle n lil sis

d aunty2 plus ma moma n dorad vainz... haha

kak ayu n lil sis
iqa n abg boi2ma bibik n ma lil vain
ma vain adek pakai makeup.. nampak?? haha..
ira&abg asrul
us wif uncle
wif the 4th vain.. hehe

ma gatal nephew.. haha.. irfand ladies plus a guy..
uncle,ira,moma
hym&her
d blackz
kak ayu&iqa
in d car
i love ma new lashes... hehe d diamon2
c ma cheeckz?? oh.. so fat!!
iritatin sak muke.. ahakz

dey are close... haha
nurul ashiqa binte zulkifeli
i loike dis

btw hapy 3yrs 11monthz mr bf!! we hav gone thru alotz n we still manage 2 pulled it thru.. ily bacen

&& at last i find d tyme 2 get d gf b'dae present.. i realli dunnoe wad to get..
till i step into taka jewellry and saw dis jade gelang... =)...